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little bit of a fearful confession Monday, December 29, 2008 Annoying Scrabble Tiles' Group Therapy, originally uploaded by röy. tiffany: hi. I'm Tiff. group: Hiii Tiiiff. tiffany: I haven't really ever said this to anyone but I think I have people-fobia for as long as I can remember. group: That explains it :P - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - I'm too afraid to go pay for things at the cash. Too afraid to go and hang out with my own friends. Too afraid to start a chatt conversation with any of my contacts. Too afraid to post comments on the blogs of people who don't know me very well. I can give out my opinions on my blog and facebook, but I'm too afraid to discuss any with anyone. Too afraid to take a walk. Can't order a hamburger without stuttering Too afraid to call and ask information about the Adult Ed school I want to attend. Can not knock on anyone's door. Too afraid to call anyone at all except for one person. I'm always trying to understand what's behind everything everyone says, behind their movements, the tones of their voices, etc. Love to learn about people and the world and how interesting it all is But I'm constantly afraid I'm talking too much about myself (like now) Too afraid to raise my hand in class. Logging into facebook makes me swet for no reason. I edit each article on my blog atleast 6 times and many remain drafts. Can't stand walking in front of people or going threw doors before anyone. Unless I'm alone my self estime sinks below the ground My greatest weakness is eye contact even though I love it Terrified of talking to people who don't know me but I would like to know better. The list goes on forever, but this article won't. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Sharing it on my blog... Is this a good thing? I'm looking for ways to stop being that way. 0 Comments: Post a Comment

name: Tiffany date of birth: May 28 1992 languages: French & English About me: I'm a friendly but somewhat reserved person with a passion for creativity, for things like books, paintings, objects, clothing, scenery, music, photography, movies, and so on. I like people who are true and open minded. About this blog: I blog because I like it. I think it's a funner and truer way for people to get to know eachother than Facebook. This is my space. music: Radiohead, Thom Yorke, Imogen Heap, The Sounds, Tegan and Sara, Blue Foundation, The Sounds, Metric, Feist, The Beatles (+ Across the Universe soundtrack), Olivia Lufkin, Crystal Castles, Zero 7, piano music movies: A.I. Artificial Intelligence*, 1408*, Sleuth*, What Dreams May Come, Vanilla Sky, The Chinese botanist's daughters, Twilight, Garden State, Alfie, Across the Universe, The Diving Bell and the Butterfly, Girl Interrupted*, V for Vendetta, The Pianist*, Coraline* TV shows: Fringe, The X-Files, House, The L Word, Death Note, Honey & Clover, 1 Litre of Tears books: A Million Little Pieces, the Uglies series (the first 3 only), everything by Amélie Nothomb

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