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randomly pouring some thoughts out Sunday, May 9, 2010 It's mother's day today and I cleaned the place up. It felt good, and everyone seemed happy about it. Dad got me some orange citrus grapefruit jelly, that stuff is the best! With tiny little orange peels in it... Ouff. I think I'm avoiding the main subject. I know I'm gonna bring it up in this article anyway. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - I can't believe I actually dreamed about (him) last night. I was afraid this might happen. I want to pretend he doesn't exist almost as much as I want to know everything about him. Most of the time the entire subject is easily ignorable, but sometimes I can't help but feel torn apart. One way or another it's hopeless. I can't possibly go up to this person and say hi. I'm not exaggerating..! I've tried twice, and came to the conclusion that it's completely impossible. The thought of it is almost nauseating. I'm not sure I even want to. I'm not sure he'd like it either. But the thought of him one day disappearing, that I'd never see him again, it makes me sad. It's funny, look at this place. It's almost like I'm transforming it into some kind of public diary. I just like to think of this blog as somewhere I can post things that I'd want to look back on that remind me of who I am. I'm made of all kinds of things, even boring drama. It's human. Why is this public? I don't see a reason why our lives should be so secret. Besides, the thought of being understood is kind of nice. There was this article in my french book that said something like "L'inconnu et le mysterieux seduisent toujours." (translation: The unknown and the mysterious always seduce.) I've thought of that possibility. Maybe the reason I'm so intrigued by this person is because I've never spoken to him. My deductions can always be mislead. Anyways... I'll stop talking now or I'll never stop. This is as personal as I've ever gotten on my blog and I tend to over think when I'm sleepy. 0 Comments: Post a Comment

name: Tiffany date of birth: May 28 1992 languages: French & English About me: I'm a friendly but somewhat reserved person with a passion for creativity, for things like books, paintings, objects, clothing, scenery, music, photography, movies, and so on. I like people who are true and open minded. About this blog: I blog because I like it. I think it's a funner and truer way for people to get to know eachother than Facebook. This is my space. music: Radiohead, Thom Yorke, Imogen Heap, The Sounds, Tegan and Sara, Blue Foundation, The Sounds, Metric, Feist, The Beatles (+ Across the Universe soundtrack), Olivia Lufkin, Crystal Castles, Zero 7, piano music movies: A.I. Artificial Intelligence*, 1408*, Sleuth*, What Dreams May Come, Vanilla Sky, The Chinese botanist's daughters, Twilight, Garden State, Alfie, Across the Universe, The Diving Bell and the Butterfly, Girl Interrupted*, V for Vendetta, The Pianist*, Coraline* TV shows: Fringe, The X-Files, House, The L Word, Death Note, Honey & Clover, 1 Litre of Tears books: A Million Little Pieces, the Uglies series (the first 3 only), everything by Amélie Nothomb

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