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Tiff the stalker Tuesday, June 15, 2010 Something's different and I don't like it. I'm usually afraid to see him by accident. But recently I've been finding myself practically going out of my way looking for him, just to spot him, even from far, and even if it goes against my efforts at ignoring his existence completely. It's like the more I pressure myself to let it all go and get on with whatever I should be doing, the more I start to panic afterwords. I really don't like this stalker person I've turned into these past few months. It's freaking me out, maybe even him too. God knows I'm not very subtle. For some reason the other day I thought he might already be gone for good. I crossed the road practically in tears! I turned back at the other end of the street comforted to see the familiar thin gray figure pacing in place with smoke coming out it's hood. This crying thing is really weird & surprising for me. I used to pride myself on my ability to be completely unaffected by the outside... now this? It's like moving backwards, growing down, immaturing! I really wonder how things are going to turn out in the end. Will everything go back to normal? The only reason I hope for this is because I know that no matter what I'm not going to be able to change anything about the current circumstances. So why suffer? Then again, if this hole thing does just go away, when he goes away, I know It's gonna leave me extremely disappointed with myself. Ouff... why always this conflict? I refuse to lose control of myself, but at the same time, I refuse to ignore this person, the most interesting mystery I've ever come across. OUCH. I have to wake up for school in less than 5 hours! Guess I'll have to reschedule that french exam... 0 Comments: Post a Comment

name: Tiffany date of birth: May 28 1992 languages: French & English About me: I'm a friendly but somewhat reserved person with a passion for creativity, for things like books, paintings, objects, clothing, scenery, music, photography, movies, and so on. I like people who are true and open minded. About this blog: I blog because I like it. I think it's a funner and truer way for people to get to know eachother than Facebook. This is my space. music: Radiohead, Thom Yorke, Imogen Heap, The Sounds, Tegan and Sara, Blue Foundation, The Sounds, Metric, Feist, The Beatles (+ Across the Universe soundtrack), Olivia Lufkin, Crystal Castles, Zero 7, piano music movies: A.I. Artificial Intelligence*, 1408*, Sleuth*, What Dreams May Come, Vanilla Sky, The Chinese botanist's daughters, Twilight, Garden State, Alfie, Across the Universe, The Diving Bell and the Butterfly, Girl Interrupted*, V for Vendetta, The Pianist*, Coraline* TV shows: Fringe, The X-Files, House, The L Word, Death Note, Honey & Clover, 1 Litre of Tears books: A Million Little Pieces, the Uglies series (the first 3 only), everything by Amélie Nothomb

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