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Friday, July 30, 2010
Sometimes I feel mad. At all the artificiality in the world, all the close-mindedness. Sometimes, when I see someone against something weird or different, I feel like taking that and shoving it in their face! God, I know how bad that sounds. I'm not a hateful person, I don't know why this affects me. I'll give you an example.
What's most liked in this society. The music, the fashion? Sometimes I have a need to be the complete opposite of that. It's rare, and it's just a mood, but it's some kind of unexplainable deep panic.
I'm thinking back to one of the last days I spent at school. I had an exam in 20 minutes. I wanted to go to the hair dresser's and chop my hair off to look like a 7 year old boy, die it black & buy some loose cold colored clothing. I felt like acting solitary and eerie, sitting on a chair with my legs crossed like a boodist monk, freaking almost anyone out who'd look my way. Of course, it was just a passing mood, and a weird one at that. Knowing that, I didn't even think of changing my appearance the slightest bit or I knew the real me would regret it. Still, it made me feel trapped & angry.
Sometimes I feel like I have multiple personalities fighting to take over, and the one I have is only slightly dominant over the others. It's not that I'm not happy with who I am, I'm just bored with it sometimes. I wish I could switch every now and then, try on different personas, do something different & have some fun. Some day, I'll draw a bunch of alternate me's. Just let them all out, and then post it here :P
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name: Tiffany
date of birth: May 28 1992
languages: French & English About me: I'm a friendly but somewhat reserved person with a passion for creativity, for things like books, paintings, objects, clothing, scenery, music, photography, movies, and so on. I like people who are true and open minded. About this blog: I blog because I like it. I think it's a funner and truer way for people to get to know eachother than Facebook. This is my space.
music:
Radiohead, Thom Yorke, Imogen Heap, The Sounds, Tegan and Sara, Blue Foundation, The Sounds, Metric, Feist, The Beatles (+ Across the Universe soundtrack), Olivia Lufkin, Crystal Castles, Zero 7, piano music
movies:
A.I. Artificial Intelligence*, 1408*, Sleuth*, What Dreams May Come, Vanilla Sky, The Chinese botanist's daughters, Twilight, Garden State, Alfie, Across the Universe, The Diving Bell and the Butterfly, Girl Interrupted*, V for Vendetta, The Pianist*, Coraline*
TV shows: Fringe, The X-Files, House, The L Word, Death Note, Honey & Clover, 1 Litre of Tears
books: A Million Little Pieces, the Uglies series (the first 3 only), everything by Amélie Nothomb
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ZombieCakes.skyblog.com/ (Jasmine)
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Audrey Kawasaki
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Stella Im Hultberg
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Ryoko Kato
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Saorian
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