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A little venting, because I'm losing my mind in silence
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Going insane.
My fate rests entirely within his hands.
It would be so simple if he could trust me. If only he could believe me when I tell him I would be able to stand by his side no matter what he must go through. If he could simply understand this, there would be no reason for us to be apart.
I've read about what could happen. And I know that there is more I can even imagine. I know the times to come are going to be tough. I can do it. I can learn, like other people in my situation have. I would much rather this than be away from him. And I can do it. Like a mother, like a father, like a brother or sister or friend. That's really what a girlfriend is, simply one of the many people in a guy's life who care about him, only somewhat more intimate. I care about him deeply and I can cope with whatever comes his or our way. I know it, for a fact. From the bottom of my heart.
I wish I knew how to make him believe me. I wish I knew how to stop him from being afraid. His fear and disbelief is really all that's in the way of our relationship. And it makes me sad that it must be this way. How, someone, tell me, how! How can I make him understand. How can I make him believe how sincere I am. My fate rests entirely in his hands.
I walk in the streets and silently pray (yes, pray) "please please please please. please don't let him make the wrong choice."
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name: Tiffany date of birth: May 28 1992 languages: French & English About me: I'm a friendly but somewhat reserved person with a passion for creativity, for things like books, paintings, objects, clothing, scenery, music, photography, movies, and so on. I like people who are true and open minded. About this blog: I blog because I like it. I think it's a funner and truer way for people to get to know eachother than Facebook. This is my space.
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